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2014.10.31

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trick or treat!!

it's Halloween

and october...

has passed

last article in my blog...

in 10 mins after it's posted ....

the words from ya ....are so tough...

not the meaning,but the reaction from me...

simple and forthright...

it's my weakness....

and I am getting to do the things...

just like what I did 2 years before...

maybe it would be much more difficult this time

but I have to make it...

had a talk with L last night for so so long

something about strong,weak,heart,and own life...

and...the final timing....has come..

get over it or it becomes a curse to both...

which would make me stop going forward..

which would make me weaker and weaker...

which would make me to be another guy but not me anymore...

so this night ....I wanna get a talk with ....

as deep from heart and soul as possible

to show my feeling and thought

and that's I uesd not to do...

cause I know...this summer,it's just the right moment to get close

and I,impossible to be that right one...

have to quit now

glad to see you going through that tough period...

and start ur new life without that fucking guy.

that's why I said my mission

completed...

these days...

so sure that you have noticed something different from me

to quit in silent

but,unfortunately....It doesn't work...

I have to get to control myself...

to show none of my emotion...

I have to try my best not to luv ya

ye...

forgive me that I have to send those words till ya fall asleep...

sorry....

I have few guts to face ya...

don't ya remember that we talked after a long time as strangers...

I called ya "old man"...

actually it's a song via bruno mars...

sorry again for my madcap behavior in that famous small town..

and thx for making me completed in past 2 months...

felt 5cm/s again today

and nothing but melancholy in my mind...

maybe there is no meeting,no contact anymore

haha..

hoping you becomes better and happier,

is what I could do and should do...

wish you good night and sweet dreams...

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